Crazy!... I'm not crazy!

Happiness is regret
Love is pain and sorrow
I wish I could forget
This is what’s given,
This is what’s taken
This is my only sin,
Will I be forsaken?
Falling backwards
To the life I left behind
Nothing to look towards
Racing memories through my mind
Happiness and bliss
Sorrow and tears
A lifetime without your kiss
A moment alone turns to years.